chibinekochan

So life has been up up up and then down down down...like everything reaaaaaalllly needs to happen in threes or something lolz.

Some up's that have been happening:
Applied to CTC, just need to take Math placement test and then register for classes
Approved for Post 9-11/GI Bill (hellz yea)
Started hanging out with Chris Graham and going to parks for hiking and swimming and playing D&D :D
The wedding is getting closer and closer and closer and closer
Finally NO roomates, so we have a spare room for when people crash over here, or if anyone comes to visit (Rae!)
Fable II is addictive and fun
Got my new computer finally!!! Now I don't have to worry about my laptop crashing anymore! :P

Some down's that have been happening:
Quit my job for my reserve unit (so they'd give me orders) and still have NOT gotten them!!!
Due to quitting of the job, lack of funds so bills are not getting paid :(
Electricity bill was returned and did not get a notice about it before they turned the power off :( (now have a new company we're going through...hopefully will be cheaper)
The wedding is getting closer and closer and closer and closer!! lolz
Had to borrow some monies from the folks to help out...I hate doing that!
Chris had to take out a loan to help pay the rent this month (being July, not june)
Math is hard and stupid and I hate it! lolz, but I need to study to do good on the placement test and get into at least college algebra lol


On better notes, I may have a job for me at Arby's, paying min wage of course, but getting 25-35 hours a week, maybe more (prolly not over 40 which is fine). I just need to get my food handlers card ($15 for an hour class) and go back and talk to the manager and she pretty much said she'd hire me. I just need to inform her of my flight dates to go home for the wedding (planning and actual event). And that classes start Aug 31 (which I will miss the first two or three classes...I need to make sure that's ok...I don't think that'd be a problem as long as I don't miss anymore. I'd still be able to work Fri-Sun, and some nights (not too much tho, I really want to focus on college this time and not get thrown off by work and stupid reserve stuff). >.< Definitly should have not gone in reserves...stupid stupid stupid!!!!! Ah well, can't exactly back out now. They would give me a stupid dishonorable discharge and then I couldn't use my GI Bill, and that would make me very sad. So, I have to put up with them while I'm still here. :(

For the wedding, a lot is already done. It's super hard to do all this planning when a bunch of people are willing to help out, but you all live in different states!!! lol! But we've got the place for the ceremony, the place for the reception, lodging for the wedding party (gonna stay with my fam, unless they want to get their own rooms or something :P), place for the rehersal dinner (my aunt and uncles new house, my aunt is also taking charge of a lot of stuff to help out as well, so also hooked us up with a DJ who gave us a discount for being military :D). I've got my dress, and the bridesmaids have all ordered theirs, should be recieving and altering (as needed) within the next months. My gram and aunt rene are working on adding lace to my dress, and making the veil. We picked out the flowers, colors, I need to check up on the flower girls dress, may be getting it for free! :) And need to figure out what the guys are wearing! lol, it was going to be informal but now Chris wants to wear his Dress blues (which are very nice), so we may be going with tuxes now. Cheaper to rent those than buy outfits. :) Chris is making a list for the music, will be sitting down and finalizing that before I go home in July. I'm sure there's a ton more stuff I'm forgetting at the moment, but I'm tired! I've been doing laundry all day! Thats tiring work! lolz! I have to wait til Tue for the food handlers class and then Wed for the Math placement test. Hopefully things start falling into place and working out! :D

But I'm outta here, bout to go eat some cake and finish the last loads of laundry! :)

~Neko

Soooooo, ok this is whats going down...

a soldier (i am naming names, aaron, but i'll call him "the kid") came home early because he's "suicidal" and "homicidal" (told the cmdr that he is thinking of hurting himself and others). So, since chris is the ncoic of his unit, he decided instead of forcing all the nco's in the unit to pull 12 straight hours of guard duty on the kid (which is very strict, you have to watch him and nothing else, no books, no magazines, no tv, no nothing, just stare at him, even if he's asleep, to make sure he doesn't do anything). Soooo, to save his unit of that, he took the kid into our home. Now, neither of us believes he's really capable of doing anything, even after his stunt this morning I know he's faking.

So, I get woken up by chris' cell phone, and its a certain cpt so i rush the phone to him...after he talks to him he asks me to get him his shoes and some socks and a t-shirt so he can take the kid back to the hospital...i'm like "wtf?"

so, chris has to go to the bathroom, so he asks me to get myself some cereal and watch the kid, who is on the phone with someone explaining that he was getting himself a bowl of cereal then "suddenly" found our kitchen knives and had been planning/trying to slit his wrists. Now, he had no marks on him, and just "suddenly" deciding he was going to try to do that is stupid. If he was that set on doing it, he would have done it while we were sleeping. But then talking to someone on the phone and saying shit like "well they wouldn't have made me mop it up because I wouldn't have been around to do it" really pisses me off. I mean, you're home already, you're more-than-likely going to get chaptered already, don't friggin bite the hand that's taking you in and feeding you....ugh!!!!

So yea, I don't believe him at all. I've seen "suicidal" people, who really were willing to go all the way, and I know what it looks like when you just want attention. he just wants attention, attention to prolly get kicked out that much faster, but attention that's going to screw over a lot of people in the process who are trying to help him. If he really was suicidal...he would have tried to hang himself with the numerous cords in the room he's in (our rockband stuff is in there, along with chris' guitar speakers and cords, those cords are thick too. Or maybe drowned in the tub (take a buncha sleeping pills and run a bath). Or just od'd on pills. Or even just got up while we were sleeping and gotten a knife and done the job. Just "suddenly" seeing a knife and wanting to slit your wrists after pouring a bowl of lucky charms? i'm pissed he didn't eat them! >:P

I dunno, to me, if he was that determined, he would have at least had some blood on his arm or on the floor...he didn't even have a scratch, I didn't examine his arm, but I glanced a buncha times and didn't see anything.

I'm just pissed that once again, in the attempt to do something good (taking someone in) they try to screw us over...



Other than that goings on, I have been doing really good. I didn't do so hot in my classes this semester :( but I knew that. I just had so much going on. But hopefully I will be able to take full time classes next semester and not have to work at all. That would be super sweet. :D I did get accepted for the post 9/11 GI bill, so hopefully I qualify for the housing allowence as well. I need to find more information on that, how to set that up and all that fun stuff. :) That would mean no work and no more loans!!!! :)

Went and saw the movie "UP" the other night. Was sad, but good, and funny and good. I loved it. :) The dogs were hilarious! I laughed a lot, but I also got teary eyed a lot too...pixar is the shiznit! :)

Helped my friend Chris (too many of them) move into his new apartment yesterday, his in-laws-to-be helped too, got to meet them, and we had pizza. afterwards since the pool in his complex was under construction, we went to his other in-laws-to-be (fiance parents split when she was younger, so she has two sets of parents) and went swimming. The pool was really nice, it was the bean shaped pool, but designed with rocks, and a lil waterfall from the hot tub into the pool...was awesome. we swam and jumped off stuff. :) but today my calves are super sore from moving stuff up to the third floor a lot! :( good thing we didn't go to san antonio today, i wouldn't have been able to walk around lol. But Chris knows a lot of awesome places to go hiking and camping and swimming around cen tex, so we'll be doing a lot of that over the weekends now :)

Getting more stuff done for the wedding...still have lots to do, but it's coming together nicely! :) got the invitations designed (mom did most of that) just need to finish getting all my addresses in one file. lol. most of them are scattered throughout emails and written on papers. :P So, getting that done as a priority since the invites need to go out in the next two weeks. decided on flowers, they just happen to be a lil expensive...ah well. :P my gram and aunt lorene are snazzin' up my dress and making me a nice jacket to wear over it (mostly doing that to cover my tattoos...:P)

Finally got to start on season 2 of Battlestar Galactia, want to watch more!!!! lol. it's a good series! I wish I would have watched it before!!

Finally played Left 4 Dead as well. Awesome game. finally a shoot 'em up game that I can handle! lol. Tho, online I played yesterday with a group and one of the guys killed me and another team mate...I was super pissed and started yelling at him through the headset. I ended up just leaving online play, I was super pissed. I hate people like that. They ruin games for the rest of us. I really do hope he chokes on a dick. grr.

but anywho, so that's whats been going on with me...also still waiting on my AT orders from my unit....grrr! and still no update on my clearance either...i mean, that stuff doesn't take long to do, and can be done in-between doing people clearances for deployment, but i do understand i'm not deploying so i'm not a priority...:P

well, off to play some more Left 4 Dead (not online, maybe....)

Hopefully next time I post it'll be happier and I'll be less pissy. :P

today has been a "blah" day...it's nice out, but i've been inside all day...gonna go out for a jog/run in a lil bit. :P i've been slackin' on my PT lately since Chris is on quarters I don't go in with him in the morning :P

Ah well...gotta charge up my iPod. Classes are *almost* over! I'm so excited!!! I'm tired of taking classes online (along with all the other stuff I'm doing right now). I think I'm gonna take a break and start up classes again next year (hopefully will be somewhere I can take classroom classes...online stuff is just too easy to slack off more for me) :P Hopefully I won't fail any of my classes. :P

Not much of an update here, just blah.

I find it kinda funny that in January I was aiming for all A's in my classes and now I just hope I don't fail!!! Turns out my Journalism class is friggin hard as hell. I may fail it. I failed the mid-term and it was open book (and I did use it). Sooo, it's not looking so good for me to pass the final. >:P I'm doing alright in my Japanese class..tho I still haven't memorized my hiragana and katakana :( I still have to look up a lot of symbols when I'm doing my work. And my writing class...well, it was the easiest and I didn't get a couple papers done. I soooo didn't do well this semester. So...I'm gonna take a break until we move and get settled in somewhere new. (hopefully England!!!) :D So I probably won't take classes again until next year. Which is for the best since I'll be going home during the summer...my reserve unit is getting ready to deploy and i'll prolly go in and work a lil for them, and then I'm getting married in Sep, and hopefully moving by Dec (*crosses fingers*). Soooo, I don't want to have another bad semester. Plus, I think I want to go back to the classroom, and definitly want to be able to focus more on classes and less on work. :( I definitly regret not going to college right out of high school. My advice to all high school students is to go to college right after high school, don't take a break!!! (unless you plan on a military career)

But anywho, I should probably get some rest...I still feel pretty icky and I gotta get up early and drive Chris into his eye surgery tomorrow...it's gonna be an interesting week. :P

...made in part by viewers like you...


Ugh, so do not want to go to work this week. I took a vacancy for "AIDE I", it said I was mostly going to work with 3rd graders. Which shouldn't be so bad. I prefer aide slots anyways.

There's just always too much going on (and at the same time a lot of nothing) to remember poor ol' livejournal. :P But I do remember it every now and then. And I always come back to it. :)

Too many movies out now that I want to see. I still want to go see Taken, Inkheart, Push, Fanboys , and I'm sure there's more, I'm just still tired right now. I have seen Coraline and Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. Coraline was super fantastical, and I am going to go out and get the book soon (as soon as I have monies for it). I enjoyed it a lot (watching it in 3D was pretty cool too, tho half the time it was completely unnecessary). Underworld was, well, underworld. :P It was good in that cheesy vampire/werewolf love story thingy, and Lucian was still pretty badass. I still had the same issues with Lycans as I did with the previous two Underworlds...well, the second one seemed to go more in my favor as to how I would have done it, but still have issues with it. Mainly because I'm such an avid Laruell K. Hamilton fan, and I love the mythology she's build around her were-creatures and vampires, that no-one else seems to really measure up. There's still rumors (well, not really rumors anymore, but I haven't heard anything else yet, so they're still rumors) of an Anita Blake movie (or tv show, tho it wouldn't do it justice...it would either be edited to hell or turn into True Blood, a soft-core porn show). I was very sad at what they did to True Blood, I was a big fan when it first started...and I think they did the characters really well, the actors playing them did awesome, but then suddenly it was nothing but sex sex sex...soft core style....ugh. So, yea, blah to that. I haven't watched it since. I also quit watching Heroes too, which I was kinda sad about, but at the same time the storylines were going everywhere but where they needed to go to keep fans.

So, Netflix is super awesome, we have been renting tv shows from there. Watched The Joe Schmo Show..that was pretty funny. We're on The 4400, which, yes, is awesome. I've started watching Bones (my friend Kristina loves Bones and comes over every thursday to watch it on tv 'cuz she doesn't have cable/sat/anything and we do...but it's all good) Also watch American Idol all the time. I wonder how much of that is going to change when I start my new/second job? I applied to like, every resturant in town months ago, and got a call back last week from Logans Roadhouse, so I'll start working there on the 23rd. Would have started earlier, but we had plans to go to CA (Disney) but Chris' pass didn't get approved, so no Disney for us. Which is all good. I could call and start earlier, but I want at least one more week of my tv shows...plus I still get calls every night/morning (unless I have a sub job already) to go sub. There's about 30 elem schools, 10 middle schools (or more), and 4 high schools in the Killeen ISD. (which includes Harker Heights and Nolanville). Unfortunatly, my new job is in Killeen as well, bout 20-30 min away (depending on traffic)...so about the distance from my folks home in VA to Harbor Inn, not a big deal really.

Watched Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist yesterday. Good, cute movie. I enjoyed it. I spend most of it thinking that the main character Nick should learn to grow some balls, but he did by the end of the movie, so it was a happy movie. yay. All around emo-cutesy movie. (is that possible..lolz) Had a pretty good soundtrack too, I didn't recognize half the stuff, but it sounded good to me. :) Also watched Mirrors last night...crreeeeeeeppppy! Keifer is a bit of a biatch at times, but overall still a badass! whoo! and the ending was like...nooooooooo! lolz. Aww man, and had some pretty greusome parts in it too. If I was a night guard at a place like that, I would have said "fsk this" on the first tour of the place...forget going back at night...*shivers* I'm freaked out by mirrors most of the time as is...to think that there's some evil ghosties/demons living inside them, and they can use any reflection (like water on the floor) to get you...super creepy..plus, there's mirrors everywhere...glossy picture frames, tv screens, your car, store windows are mirror-esqe. Creepy. But it was a good movie still.

Ugh, it is time for me to go to work. :P Hopefully this school will be less gay that a few that i've been too. As usual, I will try to get on here more often, but with school, work, another work to start soon, going over to friends to play Rock Band II (or Wii Sports), tv shows (Lie to Me is friggin awesome too...), and WoWage (to name a few things) we'll see how that goes.

Laters,

Neko


ps. started my japanese class! whoo! hopefully I'll learn something this way! :)

Just a quick update, 'cuz I didn't think to do it til now..lolz

I'm watching American Idol...not my fault..lolz, it's fun tho. I love giving my comments to the performances with Chris...it's super fun, most of the time we agree, but sometimes we totally disagree, he'll like a performace and I'll hate it. but it's fun. And we both laugh and roll our eyes at Paula when she has trouble speaking, or looks like she's about to fall over, or trying to talk above the mic...lolz. I know, I know, she's on medication, but it's still funny. My roomate from Iraq was on medication and I still make fun of her!

Anywho, I got a spiffy Wacom art tablet for x-mas from Chris and I loves loves lovvvveeesss it!!!! I've been doing s'more art stuff on the computer and I'm slowly learning how to work with photoshop. It's actually more fun this way, than trying to just use a mouse. :D

So, keep checking out my devart page for new stuff almost daily. :D

I'm going to keep working on my writing too, I've got two writing classes coming up this semester, Journalism and Writing 391. The second one seems to be a challenging class, so I'm definitly gonna step up more. But I did super good with my last classes, I even got a B on my poetry class (which I was scared of, but I did good). :) So I'm shooting for all A's from now on, 'cuz I know I can do it. Well, unless I take a math class..lolz.

Well, I gotta go finish doing some laundry, and get ready for bed...so's I'm outta here. But I'll keep up with this a lil better from now on..I'm still amazed it still existed. :P

Well, g'night now. :P

Ok, since I haven't done this in a while (and I just know that everyone cares about my opinons) here are s'more random reviews of movies/books/music/etc that i feel like talking about. :P

MaryJanice Davidson
I didn't want to put all the titles there, but this is for her Fred the Mermaid books (all three of them). I just recently (as in yesterday) finished her thrid and final book Fish Out of Water and I still definitly recommend this series to anyone that likes anti-hero characters. Fred (Fredrika) is a hybrid, half-mermaid half-human who was fine with just being hidden, but then her assistance is needed by the high king of the "Undersea Folk." Enter cheesy romance when Prince Artur shows up (a hunky mer-man) who, yep, is prince of all the UFs, but along with one guy, you know another is gonna show up, so enter super smart and super sexy Thomas (who has not one, but two PhD's and just for fun happens to be a famous romance writer). Anywho, so the side story (which kinda-sorta becomes the main story for the thrid book) is who Fred is going to choose. Yay for cheesyness (it's actually really good), and besides the cheesy romancy parts, Fred is actually a pretty bitchy in-your-face I-don't-care-what-you-think-I'm-gonna-speak-my-mind kinda gal. Which leads to hilariousness. So, if you like a good-hearted and funny romance, this is definitly your story to read. Or if you just want to pass some time, the stories in each book are great and Fred's personality makes it very much NOT your typical romance story. :)
Also, if you like these, Ms. Davidson's vampire books are supposed to be good, I havent' read them yet, but I've read a few of her short stories. :)



ok, I lied...just one review right now...sleepy...I have to be up early tomorrow to catch my flight. Rwar! I'll post some more reviews later. :P

BTW...

my review on Twilight:

It sucked. 300 pages of badly written "romance" (in quotes 'cuz it was not romance) and two chapters of maybe story, one (I am not exagerating on this one) whole chapter of action...then it's over. And they go to the prom. The friggin' end. I can write better stories on my tolit paper after eating mexican food. (I know, eewww)

Twilight Suckage

Okiday...now to pry Chris away from Call of Duty to go to sleepy sleep. :P

sometimes she just won't let me sleep and since i'm using this again (and I don't feel like actually taking a pen and writing), I'll just write in here....

totally un-edited work...

don't judge me...:P


The mouse peered out the doorway to his new home. The tall walls of the bright structure amazed him. They looked wooden, like the trees and brush he was used to living in, but above them wasn't leaves and branches, but odd yellow colored walls. This place was like a cave, except the dome was made of wood, like the canopy in the trees. Except this canopy was completely closed in, he could not see the sky through the wooden boards. He had found this large structure as he was running from the giant fanged beast in the grass. Obviously there had been previous tenants in here, judging from the assortment of odd items hidden in the darkend hollow he was peering out from. Glancing around the larger, brighter room he saw that the ground in this place was utterly flat and felt odd under his small feet. His little claws made loud clicking noises when he stepped out into the brilliant room. He froze, fearing the noise would have brought the fanged beast to him again. Seconds dragged on like hours as he stood there, frozen, listening for anything that would be coming after him. There was nothing to hear except a distant buzzing sound that was distant and didn't seem very threatening.
The mouse moved forward again, deciding that the noises he was making were irrelevant and that he was safe. He stopped here and there, sniffing around at his new surroundings. This place was very uniqe and strange to him, but was still fascinating to him. There were tall walls made of wood with strange markings of bright golden colors protruding out from the wood. Beyond the wooden walls, there were even stranger walls of yellow. Not like the brightness of the sun yellow, but more of the flowers he had lived and grown up beneath. Further into this covered clearing he found a strange bare gathering of small trees. There were no branches or leaves on these trees, and they made a strange formation of two tall, thin trees connected to two smaller but equally thin trees by a canopy of sand colored stips of a substance unfamiliar to him. There were many of these odd conjunctions clustered around a larger, thicker mass. This one was different from the smaller trees, as these trees were thicker and more shiny. The canopy connected by these trees was far larger and appeared to be formed of the same wood as the trees holding it up.


ok, that's all for now...i'm super tired now...sleeeeeeeeeeepppppyyyyy

also...look forward to some more reviews since I haven't done it in forever and I feel the need to complain about Twilight more and diss it immensely (although I do kinda like the soundtrack...paramore rox!). RWAR! >:P

oh yea....

btw....

Vampire Knight (my icon is Yuuki) is super freakin' awesome


so go watch/read/enjoy it!!!!

Yay! I'm still here!!!

Ugh, living in Texas sux. It's winter time and today it was 70 degrees out. RWARWARWARRRRWAAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!

But that's ok, I'll be going home for Christmas!! yay! So I'm hoping and praying for snow when I go home, if not in VA then it better snow up in Conn~! I'll be coming home on the 18th, but we'll be going up to Conn on that monday til Friday or Saturday, and I'll be leaving again on Sunday. Chris can't come along 'cuz of work, so I'll only be staying for 10 days. :P

Being an online college student rocks! I still get to be semi-anti-social, but still get to chat with and meet new people, so it works out. Minus the one horrible class I've had this semester, where I don't even know if the teacher gives a damn about the class. Rwar!!!! I hope I at least pass it, but if I don't I really don't care. I was super looking forward to taking a class on "intro to fiction, poetry and drama" 'cuz I love those (minus poetry sometimes) but noooooo, it was a horrible class. So, we'll see. But my poetry class was super awesome. And I got an A on my Libs class, so that was cool. :) Super easy class tho, you had to try to get anything less than an A. :P But, I gotta drive down to Austin this week to take my finals, so fingers crossed! :)

I'm writing more, and I think I'm gonna contact my college after the holidays and set up my minor for Journalism. I've started writing more, I decided if I really wanna be a writer I need to work on it more and just write whatever, so I bought a journal and I've started just writing.

But it's bedtime for me, so I will try to write more again tomorrow. I'll probably keep up with this a bit more (at least for a while) :D Like I usually do.

still....


alive.....


must......


not....


let.......


zombies......


eat......


my.....


brain.......

I have a headache right now...it may be due to not having my glasses on right now and getting a rude awakening by my phone. Which turned out to be ok, it was another sub aide job. this is the third day in a row...too bad i'm starting my actual job next monday or i might get used to this..lol. tho, i want to sub an actual class...they just don't have anything available for me right now...but they keep calling for aide slots (and thank goodness this is just an afternoon). All the slots they keep calling in for is for special ed and behavior issues aide positions. which I said I'd try out, and if it didn't work out for me then I'd change it...but the first day wasn't too bad, it was with middle schoolers tho...today i'll be at the high school down the street...whooo...i hope. :P

I really don't think I could be a teacher...maybe one day I'll teach college, but I don't think I could teach anything lower..lol.

but, i'm super lazy and super tired still, so i'm gonna go back to bed for a lil bit (plus I have a wicked headache right now....ugh). so back to bed for me. :P

hi everyone that reads this crazy poo! I'm still alive! I promise! :P

I'm looking up affordable health insurance quotes right now, 'cuz I've had to go to the ER twice last week, and I'm sure the VA will cover it, but it's scared me now that at some point I may need to go and the VA won't cover it...so, that's what I'm doing right now. Plus, the VA sent me a bill for 24.00 for vitamins. rwar! I was under the impression that I was under a copay thingy that I would pay like $4-$5 per Rx. Soooo, yea.

Being out of the army is good, and confusing. I now have to deal with things I didn't before, like health insurance, and getting (and holding) a job.

BTW, WalMart is an awesome place to shop, but the worst job I've ever had. Which is why it only lasted a month. But, now I have a job lined up at Convergys, where I'll be answering phones calls from people calling in about their capital one cards (whoo-hoo!) and as soon as I call in, I'll be sub'ing too. Which doesn't pay much, but will help in my decision to become a teacher or not...I'm still leaning towards not, but we'll see. I'm working on my major in English, but I haven't chosen a minor yet. I think I want to work in journalism, but I don't know yet. I love writing papers, and I love writing ones where I have to do research, soooo, being a journalist sounds right up my alley, but I also want to write stories and such, and be a novelist...I'm pretty sure I can do both if I want...but first things first, I gotta finish up college. :P

Well, anywho, breakfast is just about ready (yay for boyfriends who cook!!!!) and I still have my research to be doing on insurance (boo) so I'm outta here. but I am still alive! Aaaand, I'll try to post on this more (I always say that). One of my new roomates has a LJ and reminded me that I have one too..lol! so here I am!

~Neko

haven't been on this page in forever. it's theraputic (sp?) to write in this. even if it stays hidden only for my eyes. :P

as much as life sux for me now, I really need to remember that there are still people out there that love me and care about me and want to see me again. I just have that to go off of and carry on.

To all my friends and family back home, I will be home soon. I really want to thank everyone for thier continued support and prayers and their love. And especially I want to thank my family, for still loving me after a lot I put them through, and for my friends who still talk to me, despite me being me. :P I hope to see all of you when I come home. You all mean so much to me, always have and you always will.

I'll be home back to the L-burg on March 15. Other than spending a lot of time with my family, and getting completely stupid drunk for St. Paddy's day, I don't have too many plans. I'm going up to Conn at some point, and I'll have to be back to OK by the end of the month (I'll have the exact dates soon hopefully, and since I'll be driving, I'll need to leave a day ahead of my return date). :P So, if you wanna hook up, drop me an email, myspace me, message me, call my folks, however you wanna do it, just lemme know. :D

When I get back, I'll be getting a cell phone. I'll let'cha know when that happens. :P

I'll try to post to this again more, since it helps, and I have access to it. :D Less than 20 days left for me over here. Whoo-hoo. :) I can't wait to get back to the states.

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------

-- YOUR HERITAGE: Scottish, Irish, (Scotch-Irish), European, Native Amer, German, prolly tons more I have no clue...:)
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: flip flops, boots
-- YOUR EYES: brown (sometimes they turn green)
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: being lost and alone
-- YOUR FEARS: spiders (a bit, getting over that), mirrors, being alone
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: getting my degree

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: "*grumble grumble* i just wanna go back to sleep..."
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eyes
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: hair
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: hips
-- YOUR BEDTIME: when i fall asleep...normally around 11ish
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: making it this far in life...:)
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Being at home with my friends hanging out

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: pepsi
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: BK
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: depends on what the "date" is...movie/dinner - single, dinner/bar/drunk - group..:)
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: adidas
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: neither

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: No
-- CUSS: like a sailor...:D
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yea
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): nope

-- WHO ARE THEY: no one
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: yes (am going to college)
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: i'm not in highschool anymore, but it was alright
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: lol, my answer for this used to be "hellz no" lol
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: heck yea

-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: rarely
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: most of the time
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: love, not like, love...:D
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: i sorta know how, but i don't

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: no...*pouts* i miss you delightful beverage...
-- SMOKE(D): nope
-- DONE A DRUG: nope
-- HAVE SEX: nope

-- MADE OUT: nope
-- GO ON A DATE: nope
-- GO TO THE MALL: nope
-- EATEN SUSHI: sadly no
-- BEEN ON STAGE: nope
-- BEEN DUMPED: nope
-- GONE SKATING: nope

-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: nope
-- BEEN IN LOVE: yuppers
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: nope (that's a first..lol)
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: does it count as stealing if you say, "hey i'm takin' this"???

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: no...i swam to europe, and hiked my way to iraq, just for fun..:P
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: nope
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: yuppers
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: yea, a few

-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: ....uhm....maybe....
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: a few
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yea
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: yea
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: nope
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: hmm,actually don't think so...
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: yesh
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": nope

-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: who, me? never! (bwahahahahahaha)
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: no
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: sorta
-- SHOPLIFTED: yea

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: uhm, too late for that one...:P
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: uhm, at least one of each....and definitly Rowan Drake for the boy, and still haven't quite decided on a name for a girl...:P

-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: this is my answer from two years ago, and i still like that idea..:P...."don't wanna get married, but if (and that's a biiiiig IF) I'd want it in the fall, everything decorated with red and gold, have red and gold candles placed everywhere, with maple leaves...*sigh*...ok, snapping out of it and back to reality!"
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: Doing something exciting, or worth dying for
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: teacher, editor, writer
-- WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Japan

-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------

-- BEST EYE COLOR: Blue
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: Black or Dirty blonde

-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: depends on the guy
-- BEST HEIGHT: taller than me
-- BEST WEIGHT: not crazy heavy, but definity has to outweigh me

-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: i'm down with the OG (olive garden) and a theatrical production (a movie)
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: outside, under the stars...:D

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: 7
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: a bazillion
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: none
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 4
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 2 (just ears)

-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 5 (so-far)
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: *shrugs*
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: 5 that i notice
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: Nothing, my past has shapped who and what I am, and I'm grateful for the good and bad things...:)

----------------FAVORITES------------------

-- SHAMPOO: herbal essence
-- FAV COLOR: Green
-- DAY/NIGHT: Night
-- SUMMER/WINTER: Autumn
-- LACE OR SATIN: satin
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: Brak
-- FAVE FOOD: spaghetti
-- FAVE MOVIES: Robin Hood: Prince of Theives, 5th Element, ID4, Nightmare Before Christmas
-- FAVE SPORT: to play: softball or soccer, to watch: eh, football i guess...

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- WEARING: ACUs

-- DRINKING: H2O and gatorade
-- THINKING ABOUT: when I leave here and how life is gonna be so great...:)
-- LISTENING TO: the fan

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- CRIED: nope
-- WORN JEANS: nope

-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: nope
-- DONE LAUNDRY: no, but i need to pick up laundry
-- DROVE A CAR: no...*pouts*
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: nope

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------

-- YOURSELF: I exist, I believe that, but self-esteem wise, sometimes I do...
-- YOUR FRIENDS: yes
-- SANTA CLAUS: St. Nicholas, yes...santa claus, no
-- TOOTH FAIRY: no
-- DESTINY/FATE: to an extent
-- ANGELS: yes
-- GHOSTS: yea
-- UFO'S: yea
-- GOD: yea

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: "what's in a name? a rose by any other name would smell as sweet..." :D
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: nope

-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: I like a lot of people, they're called friends...gosh!
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: none really, we do similar things or say similar things, but we all act different
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Donna

-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: my mom and dad
-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Chris and Dane and Biggs and Maz
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: when my gram passed away
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: knowing that the special someone you love loves you back...:D
-- WORST FEELING?: like yer lost and all alone
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 3:09
_____________________________________________________________

+CURRENT+

CURRENT MOOD: bored, hungry, sleepy, lonely
CURRENT MUSIC: "before he cheats" ~ carrie underwood

CURRENT TASTE: fruit punch gatorade
CURRENT HAIR: brown
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: being stuck over in Iraq...:P
CURRENT SMELL: popcorn
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: work i guess...there's just none of it to be doing...
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: hotmail, livejournal, webtycho (school)
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: generic nipr background
CURRENT BOOK: "Burnt Offerings" by Laurell K. Hamilton
CURRENT JOB: 96 B, Intel Analyst in the US Army....soon to be full time college student...whoo hooo

+DO I/HAVE I EVER+

HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: not recently

REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: Yea, we keep in contact
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: In that best-friend way, yes
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: not really
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: yea
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: yea
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: nope
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: yes
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: yea
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: yea, when i'm not being lazy
WEAR HATS?: yea
CLOSE FRIENDS?: yea
WISH ON STARS?: hellz yea
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: most of the time
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: only sometimes

+LOVE AND STUFF+

GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: mostly straight
FIRST CRUSH: uhm, that I can remember was some boy named Mike in 5th grade
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: yuppers
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": nope

+ARE YOU A+

WUSS: sometimes
DRUGGY: nope
DAYDREAMER: yup
FREAK: sorta...
DORK: hellz yea
BITCH/ASSHOLE: i try not to be....
BRAT: military brat, booyah!
SARCASTIC: hahaha...no...not at all...
SHY: a bit
TALKATIVE: yea
ADVENTUROUS: try to be...:D
JOKER: somewhat (ironically, i didn't have to change any of these...:D)

+LAST+

LAST BOOK YOU READ: "Bloody Bones" by Laurell K. Hamilton
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: in theaters: i can't remember at home: the fifth element
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: gatorade
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: my family

( I'm putting this here so it doesn't take up so much room... )


ok, i'm done...off to "work"...blah

Neko's Movie

So here’s how it works:
Open your choice of music player and put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that’s on.
And when you go to a new question press the next button.
No cheating.
Ready?
GO!

Opening credit: "Fully Alive" - Flyleaf

Waking up: "Clocks" - Coldplay

Average day: "Vanilla" - Gackt

First date: "To the End" - My Chemical Romance

Falling in love: "You're In Love" - Wilson Phillips (I so did not cheat..lol)

Fight scene: "Recorded Butterflies" - OLIVIA inspi' Reira (NANA)

Breaking up: "Your Rain" - Silent Hill soundtrack (dunno which one)

Getting back together: "My Happy Ending" - Avril Lavigne (I guess not...lol)

Life's okay: "Dimelo" - Enrique Iglesias (I guess not again..lol)

Mental breakdown: "Classical Gas" - Vanessa Mae

Driving: "Breathe Today" - Flyleaf

Flashback: "Doctor Jones" - Aqua (uhhm....)

Partying: "Someday" - Nickelback (must not be a fun party..lol)

Happy dance: "What You Know" - T.I. (that's not happy....)

Regretting: "Basket Case" - Green Day

Long night alone: "Ring My Bells" - Enrique Iglesias

Death scene: "Big Girls Don't Cry" - Fergie

End credits: "How Does It Feel" - Avril Lavigne


my movie seems depressing....:P